never- ending journey

huskie

2010-02-22T21:28:00.007+08:00

Oh my.. Last Friday was uber fun to the max.
Went to eat wanton mee first at cuppage with wen, bohr and ahdi. Then we went to toad at dome. Bao came along shortly and we went to eat Prata at botanic garden nearby there. After that we were deciding where to go nxt, and bao decided to drop bohr off at some random bus stop. LOL! ulop tried calling in 987fm after getting inspired by a kanye west song on radio.
We talked and talked and ended up deciding on gg to Old changi hospital. And on the way there, ulop somehow got through to 987! alas, gold digger couldnt be dedicated. But it was still a nice experience though, hearing ulop on air once again after like 6 years! hahahaha.
We had fun looking at trannys, stalking one of them, talking to Sandy ( lol!!). Nxt time, when we have the full team.. we gonna make sure bao goes INTO OCH! YEAH!
all in all. It was fun.

Have been keeping myself busy by watching tv shows after tv shows. episodes after episodes.
Heroes has ended. Supernatural's nxt episode is only coming back in March. Currently watching Fringe & True Blood. Every true blood episode just gets better. Well, it seemed more like a porno show at the start. lol. But thankfully there aint that much random sex scenes now haha.

oyeah omfg man. I just finished 2.10 of my driving in the morning earlier. i thought 2.11 was gonna be finished 2ml. BUT WTF MAN KNN! I CHANGED THE SLOT FROM 2ML TO TODAY. AND I DIDNT RECORD IT ON MY HP CALENDER. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
if i cant manage to book a slot 2ml or thu afternoon after my ftt.. i wont be able to book my practical asap if i manage to pass my ftt. haiz.
lol seems like someone up there is playing a prank on me. -_-

Finally, i got accepted by a university. Well, if i get rejected by the other unis, im gonna be a huskie! lol. I guess only Boston U and Villanova could make me consider rejecting NEU.

how time flies.. its almost march. In less than 6 months time, i'll most probably be in Boston, either as a BU or NEU student. Though Villanova is an alternative if i do get accepted.
Well... just hope i'll be able to stay disciplined and do what i should be doing on a daily/ weekly basis.

Shit load of stuff which i wanna do

2010-02-07T23:18:00.002+08:00

things to do
1) Get Fringe S2 from wen, and return him his Hard drive
2) Get Matthew Reilly books from Bug & Ahdi
3) Contact BU regarding financial documents, Northeastern abt O lvl results, Richmond about details entered wrongly
4) Decide if i should get a new phone (iphone/ blackberry?) cause if i go to US then i prob will sign plan there and get a phone?
5) more to come

Thing to buy?
1) slippers
2) New Shoe!
3) a couple of nice polo teeeees
4) bermudas / shorts
5) and any t shirt that looks nice lol

5 driving lessons now liao. Getting more and more fun. Really gotta make sure i pass FTT which is in 3 weeks time.
Have been going to work at dads office. Has been rather interesting as its not stressful and thankfully, dad didnt like shove a pile of work in my face lol. Have been reading emails which the employees have been sending out to customers & stuff. So i have a much better idea of what the company is really dealing with now. Have been gg out with him to see a couple of houses too and getting advice from him. all in all, a rather good week. But i really gotta make full use of my time alr. And i just realise that in about 6 months time, i'll prob in US and living my uni life liao. So im gonna make sure my weekends are either spent with friends or family from now on. At least im gonna try haha.

On a side note, i had a damn weird experience with a female this week. The guys should know what im talking about. lol.

uni apps are officially.. OVER!

2010-02-02T11:59:00.000+08:00

YES! i have finally finished my uni applications. no more stupid essays, no more late nights downstairs staring at the laptop while getting shocked frequently by bobs sudden loud barks.

driving has been getting more fun. just hope to pass the ftt and faster book practical test. and of course pass them both.

gonna start work 2ml. less spare time, but i guess that means i'll finally be gaining some knowledge of what my dad does. as in a better idea.
well im sure 2ml cant be as boring as today was.
wasted the whole damn day at home doing nth much, exercising, swimming, eating, watching fringe, supernatural. 0_0 pfffft im more annoyed than pissed. But somehow i had the weird feeling it would occur. well, whatever aha.

And oyea, hopefully 2010 would be the year where i would finally b able to go overseas to holiday with 405 and jc guys.

ord in 15 days

2010-01-07T02:19:00.002+08:00

ahhhhh i can feel it now. Its within my grasp!!! FREEDOM BECKONS WOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

lol i cant help be feel so damn freaking excited. the villanova essay which i gotta submit in abt 33 hours time is almost done.
prolly gg to bbdc later on sunday with mao. Gonna renew the stupid pdl, book my fft and also change to manual. Still pondering whether i should switch to school not. really not sure which 1 would be better for me. Better ask the guys before i make the decision bah.

Now im starting to think abit abt what im gonna do with my spare time after ord.
Hmm, think prolly gonna be gg to dads office on a rather frequent basis. Hes gonna prolly be bringing me along to see houses and shit too. bah.
Gonna try to gym at least 4-5 times a week.
Try to go for driving practical almost daily if possible.
Gotta read up more on those business magazines and stuff too.
oya, before all that, i gotta make the most of the time left before wen runs back to australia. lol ulop u'll be the boss for the remaining days u stay in sg.
Hope hope hope that i can get my lisence asap. late march possible? haha i hope so man.
back to editing the essay then.

2010-01-05T03:24:00.002+08:00

ahhhhhhhhhhhh why keep giving me signal one.. -___-
sneaky sneaky
cheeky cheeky?
i'll wait till my app is done before i decide if i should make a move lol.
but by then sch start liao leh.

Hunting season is approaching.
ulops lets sharpen our spears.

lets see bah. wulululu.

boston supp essay - done
common app essay - 3 of 5 paras almost confirm no need editing. left conclusion and some editing.

ahhhh after the essays i gotta email the pple at the various schools liao. what to type???
after common app essay left villanova one. abt 2 nights time to do. and the richmond one. just realised the supp can submit on feb 15. but bah, dont wanna drag alr.
rmbr i said no more procrastinating? =D

weeeeeeeee
mcdelivery 3 out of 4 nights liao.
had a nice convo with mao. awww

welcome to 2010

2010-01-04T01:36:00.002+08:00

0140 4th jan sg time.
1300 5th jan sg time.
BU essay almost down to the final draft alr i think.
Common app essay havent even finish 1st draft yet lol. but i think should be better than the BU one.

2010
2009 was probably not a good year for me, just like it wasnt for loads of pple.
bohr seemed angry at 2009 in his last blog post. i'll interrogate u about it when ur back from cheena. lollll no youtube no facebook no blogger for u ahahahaha.a

first thing i hope i can change in 2010- stop procrastinating. lol i've prolly said this like countless times in 2009 alr. but yeah, i feel different this time round aha. i can do it! =D

Let me finish up all my uni apps first. hopefuly by 11-12th jan, i 'll finish the last richmond essay.

then.... its time to PARTYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! WOOOOOO! HELL YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

went to zouk with the guys on 30th? haha. just couldnt resist la bloody hell. fun as hell, lets go again when ulops back from africa. ord-ing soon tooo. my goodness, time seriously passes in the blink of an eye eh.
i'll try to blog more often. lol. i promise =D

2009-12-22T11:27:00.002+08:00

Lets clear the major obstacle first before i decide to hurdle over the smaller ones.
Ahhhhh i better START on my essay... yes i havnt even written a single word. omg i should stop screwing myself up

USA TRIP FORTHCOMING

2009-11-03T19:51:00.002+08:00

Just bought the tics to USA

SIN- LAX

NY- FRA-SIN

Hope that time will pass fast and saturday will be gone.
Hopefully my card has come by then so i can process all my hotel, train, domestic flight bookings.

off to mug for my test now.

Heres an email someone from one of the schools wrote to me lol

Hello Jing Zhe,

Thank you for your interest in USC! Unfortunately our office is not open to visitors on weekends. However the campus itself is always open for visitors. What you can do is follow this link and download a self-guided tour that will give you information and take you around campus: http://www.usc.edu/admission/undergraduate/visit/cant_make_it.html. I hope this helps you. Thanks and Fight on!

Nereya Otieno

USC Office of Admission

i like her last 2 words. FIGHT ON!

tekong again? wtf simi lj bbq

2009-09-02T00:15:00.002+08:00

Sian. i gotta change my blogskin when i have time soon. probably just change it to some plain blogskin bah.

actually considering changing to wordpress.
Loads of stuff i wanna rant here but only let some see. Dont think blogger has the function of setting a password to the post like wordpress. -_-

Anw.
Seriously, shit just keeps falling on me.

heres the story. zzz

I was initially given PES C9L2 upon enlisting. Then on the 4th/5th day in Tekong i injured my back and was out of course.
The medical board gave me temporary Pes E9L9 for 1 year.

I had my medical Pes review in July at Mindef Medical Centre. The MO who reviewed me said he would recommend me for a permanent downgrade to Pes E9L9 and told me to wait for the medical board.
I got this email which was circulated on 26 Aug (wed) that I am scheduled for BMT (re C) recourse at T BMTC SCH 1.

duration of course is 05 Oct 09- 20 Nov 09.
So now i gotta go for my FFI to be passed fit to go to Tekong. And the deadline for sumbission of FFI is 07 Sept 09.
Which means im gonna be going for my FFI either today, 2ml, or friday.

I was quite confused cause i thought the medical board would decide my PES status with me around like the last time in tekong. I called back Mindef Medical Centre and one of the clerks told me that the medical board made its decision to reject the MO's recommendation to downgrade me to E9L9 on 24th Aug . Instead, they upPES me back to PES C9L2.

So thats about it.
If i were to go back to tekong, i would miss my SAT2 which is on 10 Oct.
I also planned to retake my SAT1 on 7 Nov. But theres no gurantee that i will be released on that day also.

Sian man. If i were to really go back tekong, it kinda means that im screwed lo.
Wont be able to do my application essays, wont be able to take the tests also.
Well, i got another specialist letter just now in the afternoon, not really sure if it will make any difference.
And i wonder if i go take long MC until the deadline for submission of FFI is over ( 7 oct), will i be able to escape it lol. It is mentioned in the email that if we fail to submit our FFI results by the deadline, it would be considered an admin lapse.

SERIOUSLY FUCKED UP MAN...
wth is wrong with the SAF. i cant run, march, jump, carry heavy stuff.
Then still put me back to do what sia. In the end just sit around waste 6 weeks there without learning anything.

The only thing that hasnt been shit was that mr gary tan agreed to help me with my us appli! ( though i might not need him if i really go back tekong. zz)
Gonna msg ms yip 2ml. plsplsplspls dont turn me down lol.
I'll pay her money to get rid of her mole!

goodbye ah xian

2009-08-24T16:03:00.002+08:00

Registering for my SAT 2 in camp now.
46 more days to 10 oct ( test date)
68 more days to NYU ED deadline
74 more days to 7 nov (test date for SAT1 again)

Gonna stop gg out every weekend le. no choice, but i gotta force myself. At most stay home watch soccer bah. then mug at home or mayb run off to MAC to study alone lo.
Its turning out to be a race against time again, at the end of the year for the 4th consecutive year.
I lost thrice but its gonna be 4th time lucky surely =)

Heard from bug that Wen's coming back at the end of nov. so it seems like i will probably be spending my birthday on foreign soil lol. Happened to me once when i went to china with my family if i recall correctly. Just moments after entering the plane, I heard my name and seat number announced. LOL. super paiseh man!

Have yet to ask mr Gary Tan and Ms yip for their help in writing my recommendation.
ahhhh dunno wtf is stopping me man. I gotta do it this week le. -__-

Ah xian's leaving for new york in less than 5 hours time. 1 year from today, i'll probably be feeling what hes feeling atm. hopefully i'll be on a plane to NY too. but to study at NYU instead of fordham lol.

Friday's her birthday. I gotta take back smth, think im gonna find her on wednesday bah. Hopefully i can find closure to this matter at long long last.

future yeah!

2009-08-13T00:20:00.002+08:00

8/8/9. The day passed in a blink of an eye.

Glad that all my doubts have been cast away. Just looking foward to holidays at the end of the year.

1st - Thailand trip? ( with the 405 guys ! =D) Not confirmed yet, but wen said he WILL be coming back in nov le. Hopefully mr bug can take 2-3 days leave, then should be set to go le.
possible line-up lol - Bug, Wen, Bohr, Cry, Me. mayb even bao? haha

2nd - Taiwan Trip with family + lots of aunties + uncle lol. Prob last overseas trip with Mr Mao cause he gonna go in NS nxt year liao.

Think i have kinda narrowed down the unis which i wanna apply to alr. Here they are

NYU, Northeastern U, Boston U, Washington U, Indiana U, USC, Carnegie Mellon U, Villanova U, U of Richmond , Georgetown U.

Still, thats quite alot of uni yeah? lol. 10 in total -__-
still trying to decide whether i should apply to NYU for early decision. 2000 isnt exactly a good score for NYU. I guess the essays would play the major role in deciding whether im successful.
Gonna be a shitload of Hard Work though.. Yeah..

Think i will probably be gg to USA in april next year too. To take a look at the Universities which accept me( but if nyu accepts me first, then no need to think liao lol).
Then can meet up with Dian, Pigu, cousin, mayb Kat? lol.

Think i will make a trip to down under too. Def have to meet up with Wen there lol..

Well, i gotta get my applications over with though. hahaha. No more PROCRASTINATION!!!!!!!

hole or hoe

2009-08-08T01:13:00.003+08:00

8/8/9

lol. the day has arrived. Not really expecting anything so, lets see how the day goes.
If nth happens, i guess the answer is pretty obvious lol.

Its like waiting for a jury's verdict.
Lets wait. =)

beeetch

2009-08-04T15:39:00.003+08:00

its been about 2 weeks. lol
others wondered if it has always been all about the moolah
Now that it is right in front of me, its pretty hard to think other otherwise isnt it.

After stopping work, completely no contact or whatsoever.
Well, why should there be?

It has been a fiasco for the past few months anw lol.

4th week of july

2009-07-26T23:13:00.005+08:00

Busy week in the army.
Didnt go for physio appt the whole week, and had 2 duty days ( thurs , fri)
Rushed home before heading to holland V to find 06S17 guys.

Got ripped off at thai express ( 8 bucks for 3 tiny chicken wings wtf?) Then went to wala wala.
Damn full alr by then. Heng heng 9pm on the dot managed to get the waiter's attention there. Hence 1 for 1 beer. By the time we were half way done with our first bottle, we felt like dying alr. Seriously damn full LOL! Thankfully ah ban came after about an hour. For some reason, i got hungry again after he arrived, and we ordered a plate of chicken wings ( 10 bucks for arnd 10 wings, so much better) Had a good time with the guys, it was like a long overdue meeting.

Went to Malaysia the next morning with parents and sis. Rather interesting trip - got to see how the factory workers sorted out the different grades of potatoes, chilli, shallots. Gigantic warehouse full of crates lol. Went to a few supermarkets too before going back to the airport. Had KFC there, and the cheesy wedges was gooood. =)

Sat night - dota night as usual lol. Went to RV once again to eat the cheese prata before dotaing the night away. Met up to watch Public enemies the nxt evening. We were all rather disappointed with the movie cause expectations were high. Guess we dont really know how to appreciate this kind of movies lol. Hope to catch another movie - FIGHTING soon.
Dinner @ Astons was really filling + affordable price. Will definitely go back there again ( if there isnt a long queue )

I guess everything is done and dusted now.
I actually kinda feel that it was all a hoax leh. Feel like i kanna cheated liddat -_-
Oh well, I guess most bad experiences are actually good learning experiences. =)

EPL is starting soon. Community shield - manu vs chelsea on national day. No prizes for guessing which event i will be tuning in to if both shown at the same time lol.
I have not watched NDP on tv for abt 6-7 years le. But if got ticket to go watch it live, I would probably be interested. The atmosphere on the day itself in the stadium will surely be damn shiok.
Hopefully both Owens in manu will stay injury free. If that happens, manu shouldnt have any trouble winning the league again.

Got my PDL alr. Still yet to get my hp cover, get in touch with a driving instructor, and decide on when i wanna take the final theory test.

Gonna be taking off on friday. Will be gyming early at 9am before heading to orchard to get information about australian unis. Havent yet decide on what to do for the rest of the day though lol.

Shall post again later in the week.

goin.. goin.. gone!

2009-07-20T22:09:00.005+08:00

Just when i thought i was all over it...

Seems like whenever i manage to get over an obstacle, 2 more will appear right in my face.I dont think the situation can be salvaged at all from this moment onward.
The bait wasnt taken though it was completely within it's grasp.
Oh well, not entirely shocking considering events of late.
I need to get over it, and seriously carry on with everything i want to accomplish.

On a side note, the Ass man stamped his authority on his first day back and insisted that i wont be able to travel overseas with my camp mates. LOL!
Hopefully there wont be any more terrorist bombings in the next few months, if not i wont be able to use my 14 days of leave usefully alr. -_-
Ironic thing is...
I will be travelling with him and my mom to malaysia on saturday. rofl!!!
Hopefully there will be my jc class outing on friday night and 405 outing on sat night. yeah. =)

The Second Labour of Hercules

Upon reaching the swamp near Lake Lerna, where the Hydra dwelt, Hercules covered his mouth and nose with a cloth to protect himself from the poisonous fumes. He fired flaming arrows into its lair, the spring of Amymone, a deep cave that it only came out of to terrorize neighboring villages ^[4]. He then confronted it, wielding a harvesting sickle (according to some early vase-paintings) or a sword. Ruck and Staples (p. 170) have pointed out that the chthonic creature's reaction was botanical: upon cutting off each of its heads he found that two grew back.

Well, the highlighted part of the paragraph above kinda describes what im facing lol.

goin.. goin... GONE!

lets get it started

2009-07-14T09:58:00.007+08:00

It has been almost an entire week.
The outings with stand and 405 guys helped time to pass quickly over the weekend lol.

Ice -age was rather crappy, the other movie ( fifty dead man walking) was shown at the picturehouse in cathay. First time in that kind of cinema, the seat is rather big but it dosent really appeal to me cause of my back. The movie was interesting and good.
Went to RV to eat prata after the movie and had a nice long chat there with the 3 guys. Ended up dotaing AGAIN (3rd round of the day lol) till 4.30 am before finally going home.

Debao fetched bug and I to eat supper at 1+ am the previous night too lol. All the way to Bukit Timah, and i only drank Tea -_-

Ive got to restart my engine and begin to study for my SATS early this time round. I really hope to get at least 2100 + for the SAT 1.
Application essays are gonna force me to sit in front of my computer for hours.
I've got to get Teachers to help me fill up some forms too. Probably Gary Tan from Qwss and Ms Yip from JJ.
Have to decide exactly which are the schools i want to apply to also.
One last thing - Should i go Australia to Monash? lol!
Wen is there, bohr is probably gg there next year. Even bug might be gg there.

Summary of list of things to do

Apply PDL
Book FTT
Get Driving instructor and start learning!!! =)
Decide on the universities which i wanna apply to
Start on Application essays and filling up common application forms after ive decided on unis
Check up on Australian Unis
Get new Hp back Cover
Buy Books for SAT Revision early and get ready to start studying again
find out whether there are any more seminars with regards to US/ aust Universities

And i gotta do some of these tasks every week

Do back exercise at least once a day
Swim at least thrice a week
Jog Once a week
Gym outside at least once a week
Gym in Camp thrice a week
Lift my dumbbells thrice a week

lol! I just wanna be fit again like in the past where i was able to do 20+ pull ups continuously.
I can do 8-10 now =)

After 1 full week, i think i have finally seen the light.
I cant afford to keep waiting and being wishy-washy.
Whats done is done, i have to keep on living.
Nothing else apart from one thing is for sure, I know who my true friends are.

Time wont wait for me, i gotta work towards my goals starting from 2ml morning.

I Shall Succeed!

Finally an end to it?

2009-07-05T20:41:00.002+08:00

Well well well..

Interesting 2 days. 1st day was like an extreme high and the 2nd is an extreme low.

It has been a truly eventful journey but i guess it is gonna end for good now.. Ups and downs were obviously inevitable. I guess i should remember the good times only bah. I'll try =)

At least i think its an amicable end to what has been an amazing experience.

As she loves to say - we only live our life once. Hence we shouldnt let anyone stop what we really wanna do.

I dont really wanna go overseas to further my studies.
However due to my lack of effort in both 2007 and 2008, I dont think i have any other choice.
Realistically speaking, Its either SIM or USA.
Dont think i can get in a good uni in australia unless i use up a year for foundation studies. Im not really keen on that though.
So after much thought, i kinda conclude going to the united states is the logical choice.

Since young, i have never really thought much about what career i wanna pursue. But i guess business is the only thing i have any interest in. And hopefully my brother and i can help my dad to run his company in the future.

In my opinion, to enter a business course in either SMU, NUS or NTU would require smth close to ABC to even stand a chance.
Not that i think im stupid and cant achieve those grades (Im positive i would have been able to if i had put in more effort in my JC days)
I just dont wanna take any more chances already. If i were to screw my A lvls up (AGAIN) i would have no choice but to enter SIM.

I guess having a business degree from a respected US university would be better. Plus, i feel that i would learn to be more independent if im overseas. Finally out of my comfort zone for once lol

ok random change in topic. Changed my specs today. according to the employee at the specs shop. the colour is more modern!
LOL!

lazy to write le. will cont on soon.

if anyones reading all this crap, tag on the board pls. lol im curious.

put nickname or smth if u shy. LOL

euthanasia

2009-07-01T17:38:00.002+08:00

Decaying slowly but surely.

If i can describe it, i would think it as an old guy dying slowly and painfully on a hospital bed.
Euthanasia is a solution i guess.
But its a difficult choice.

Should the family members allow him to die a painless death?
or should they allow him to live but suffer in agony?

Well, a decision must be made eventually.

Its just a matter of time.

decisions... again ...

2009-07-01T17:00:00.000+08:00

Test Date	Test	Score	National Percentile
06/2009	SAT Reasoning Test
	Critical Reading	640	88%
	Math	710	95%
	Writing	650	90%
	Multiple Choice	69 (score range: 20-80)
	Essay	7 (score range: 2-12)

total 2000 flat . -____-

i was like WTF!!! was hoping to get 2100, dreading anything under 2000.
and there you go. I got 2000 zhun zhun. LOL

now i gotta make some impt decisions again..
Since i've already done my SAT1. Im probably gonna do my SAT 2 of course.

I initially planned to take both the SATS + retake A lvls ( yes, again? lol)
I dont think thats gonna happen now though. Cause im gonna have to spend quite some time to construct and polish up the essays. -_-

So what does this mean?

I have to decide if i should still retake the A lvls. and i want to make a final decision by the end of this week.

... I think im more inclined towards just Taking the SATs alr. And thats probably gonna be my decision unless something changes my mind somehow lol.

oyeah, manu finally signed valencia! =)
hopefully our new striker will be coming next. benzema yes?

2009-06-08T00:45:00.005+08:00

Never knew I could feel like this
Like I've never seen the sky before
Want to vanish inside your kiss
Everyday I love you more and more
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sings
Telling me to give you everything
Seasons may change winter to spring
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place
Suddenly it moves with such a perfect grace
Suddenly my life doesn't seem such a waste
It all revolves around you

And there's no mountain too high no river too wide
Sing out this song and I'll be there by your side
Storm clouds may gather and stars may collide
But I love you until the end of time

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day
Oh come what may, come what may
I will love you

Suddenly the world seems such a perfect place...

Come what may, come what may
I will love you until my dying day

song title : come what may

LOL! first time posting song lyrics on my blog.

emo song somemore -_-

loss for words

2009-06-07T01:58:00.005+08:00

Finally finished my SAT 1 exam le.

Cat accompanied me to the examination venue in the morning. Nice of bohr, bug and ah xian to wish me good luck. Smell sent an sms halfway through too lol.
Maths was easy, left 2 blank out of abt 74 qns. hopefully i answered at least 68 correct? =)

Screwed up my compo quite badly. No conclusion cause i didnt have time left, and had no extra time to turn back to write finish a proper conclusion afterwards. The vocab qns were killers, just hope i got 80% right. Now i gotta wait for the results, which would probably be out in 3weeks- a month.

Really really hope i got 2k+.

busy bee

2009-06-03T01:56:00.002+08:00

3 days to go.

The 2nd hurdle of the year which i gotta overcome. And this is THE important one.
Screw it up and im probably finished.

Got a shit load of stuff which i wanna get out of my chest. But i will save it till after I finish my SAT1.

Bug's gg to tekong on friday. really gonna miss him and the dota games.
The fact that im not able to accompany him toad these few days makes me kinda miserable too. LOL!!!

off to bed now. gonna update this in a few days time.

luar luar luar

2009-05-14T10:15:00.003+08:00

Boss will be gone on exercise for a week.

hopefully luar wont be back to kranji for at least 2-3 days, then i will be able to really slack around in office, doing nth. lol

I have finally managed to stop myself from playing those stupid facebook games already. Really really regret wasting so much of my life on those games - pet society 1st, then mousehunt and lastly ghost trappers -_-
finally managed to really start mugging after coming from work. SATS are approaching soon le. Gotta work harder if i really wanna excel.

Had a great rest ytd night. slept at 10pm till 12am. cause she called me to tell me she at home le. then went back to slp until 3am. Woke up to watch manu vs wigan. Didnt waste my time man, they didnt play well in first half but put up a hell of a fight in the 2nd half after the torrential downpour stopped.

Mannnn, after the match, i sincerely hope tevez stays. Again, he provided the impetus needed to inject life into the team. Scored a superb goal for the 2nd time in a few days.
Well, Sir Alex has finally opened his mouth to annouce manu's interest in signing tevez. just hope it is not too late.
It is really possible to play tevez, berbatov and rooney together all in a match. Plus, berbatov has been playing really well too. so, just hope for the best bah. =)

Gonna go back to study vocab again.

Oyeah, hope the rest of the week will be good , and that manu can clinch the title against arsenal!

YEAH!

7- may-09

2009-05-07T09:06:00.002+08:00

1 month to my SAT1.
Preparation has been fine so far. Not exactly great, but at least im making some progress. I'll probably aim to finish around 400 words before i take the exam.

Gotta start doing exercises and maths practice though. Hopefully i can get smth in the 2000 region at least.

It has been a period of ups and downs for the past 10 days.

Well, i was whacked in the back by my officer. That resulted in pain down both my legs.
It was so bad that i kinda freaked out and swam virtually everyday, in the hope of having some sort of miraculous recovery. lol!
Alas, it was not to be, and i paid my specialist a visit.
X-ray + MRI was taken.
The positive- MRI showed that my back condition hasn't worsened ( comparing tothe MRI taken 1.5 years back i think)

The negative- It hasnt improved too, lol! hence, he recommended surgery. I have always dismissed thoughts of the back surgery in the past.
However, i am now seriously considering it now. And i think i will really go for it if other specialists agree that the risks of failure is as low as Dr tay said.

MANU is gonna be defending their European crown against BARCA in rome in 20 more days. And it seems that the retaining the EPL trophy is imminent too!

And guess what, i just day-dreamed about being in rome to watch the match 30 mins ago. LOL! possible? nahhhhhh.
I guess this is the only thing that has made me smile in the past week. -_-

karma

2009-03-31T04:00:00.002+08:00

I finally believe in karma.

what goes around truely comes around. =x

BTT 2ml. im gonna cry if i fail it lol.

I have finally realised that i have been wasting my life away for the past few months and stopped playing fb games. Hopefully, i will have the energy to chiong for my June SATs, and of course, my A lvls AGAIN. lol!

I guess this is gonna be my make or break year of my 20 years.
It is now or never.

29 days

2008-10-04T05:43:00.002+08:00

29 more days and counting.

I am actually enjoying every min of my studying.. Zomg i i noe. LOL!
Just hope that it isnt too late.

Went back to JJC to consult mr chin. I guess the session was pretty fruitful bah. At least now i feel like i noe what im doing when i c the electromagnetism qns. yay. aha. Just finished EMI. Gonna start on montion in circle soon.

Hope 2 finish all these by 2ml morning.

CHEM
Rxn kinetics, alkane, alkene,arene, hydroxy, carbonyl.

PHY
circular motion, shm

Maths
P&C, Posson and binomial.

Yeah. If i really do finish all these shit, WOOOO. haha
But knowing myself, probably wont be able to la. lol. Anyways, i just love to set goals. ( accomplishing them is an entirely other matter =D )

Manu match 2ml morning too. Yeah. Hopefully berbatov starts owning people and score a goal or two. Keeping my fingers crossed for anderson 2 finally start scoring. Then mayb he can start going on a scoring spree or smth. =) Predict? er. 3-0? is that too greedy of me? nah. should be no prob. yeah!

Still addicted to john mayer like a kid is addicted to candy.
Hope he will come to singapore to perform in the near future. I sure chiong to get the ticket.

For now, reslish the challenge of finish studying everything im supposed to and hopefuly have some time to revise. Doing well for physics so far. So im aiming to get a B now. Gotta start doing smth for my GP and ECONS. zomg.

good morning chou!

pushups!

2008-09-30T02:46:00.003+08:00

LETS DO SOME PUSH-UPS

lol.

been gyming quite alot lately. but will prob stop soon cause exams only less than 5 weeks to go.
im gonna be fit again! yay.

Addicted to john mayer's songs. Cant get enough of em.

Anw, still got some loose ends to tie up----> army work.

hope can finish it quick then i can geng my MCs without worries and can study in peace.

The battle is commencing soon! i cant wait to get started. lol

random

2008-09-20T13:18:00.003+08:00

43 more days to the fight of my life

and..

90 more days to the flight of my life?? LOL!

japan here i come!

haha. Hopefully nothing goes wrong and the trip will go on as planned.

12 days leave left. exam span over 11 week days. 9 days of paper.

use 8 days leave cover 8 days of paper. 1 day off to cover the last day.

hence, 4 more days left for holiday plus christmas and 2 weekends. = 9 days!

okok cannot get 2 excited cause the exam still comes first. lol. as long as i do well for that, dn go holiday also can. =D

flirt - to court triflingly or act amorously without serious intentions; play at love; coquet.

lol. chim man.

wow.

2008-09-03T00:45:00.002+08:00

bloody hell.

how long has it been since i blogged? LOL!!!!

ya. anw im back =D

4 those who duno, i flunked my A lvls and im currently studying to retake it in november.
gonna plan properly the leaves and offs so that hopefully in december i can go overseas for a well deserved holiday far far away from here!

but obviously, the examination is the first hurdle towards that 'goal' ha. Gonna aim for a decent grade of mayb ACC ? yeah. gonna be damn tough but thats not gonna stop me. juz gonna give it my all and hope for the best. =/

Army life is pretty -_________________- at the moment.
Instability, uncertainty, rotten pple (some) = BAD
But its gonna be so so relaxing when the exams are over. Yeah. Im already planning for the next year.

1) Driving lessons, theory tests. ( hope i can learn everything finish by the end of the year 2009? yea. then i can drive around everyone. hurray! lol.)

2) Save money buy a Macbook?

3) GET INTO A UNIVERSITY!

4) go overseas again!

5) Help mr mao do well for a lvls 2!

6) Get married! LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

nah. ignore the 6th point.
im jking =D

k. anw im gonna study now. 9 more weeks to D day.

im gonna own!

long long time

2007-02-11T02:49:00.000+08:00

hi pple. so sorri i havent blogged in quite a while. ya -_-

have been really busy the past few weeks..

well, firstly, have really been stressed out over the school work and stuff. so much shit piling up on top of me everysingle day.. haiz.. cant blame anyone apart from myself. passed my chem and phy test though i didnt deserve 2 pass in chem and i got lucky 4 mcq for physics test.. not gonna be so lucky 4 the maths test though. anyone who dares 2 bet wif me that i will get double digit for the test will get 5 bucks if i do. =)

im juz so so tired.. unable 2 slp properly everyday. how i wish i could be able to slp like b4. 5 mins zzzZZZ le.

oya.. regarding my back.. it has juz gotten worse now after seeing the new physiotherapist. tmd. duno if i will be able to play soccer anytime soon la.. dun wanna get my hopes up 2 high.. and the fat shit gave me so much gd news the first time i met him. make me feel like he bears a grudge against me lo. -_____-
he tells me not 2 be a god damned hero. that i should juz willing take it in my stride that i will be dwngraded 4 ns. prob be a clerk or somthing in the office instead of slogging it out under the hot sun.
WOW. haiz..

haha. valentines day arriving le lo.. STRESSED!!!! LOL. ahaha. have decided what 2 get 4 her le.. shld be bah.. at least im not making up my mind on the last dae like last year.. =x hehe.

anw. will try my best 2 update soon again.. nitez pple..
oya. well done 2 ah roy 4 his B3 in his english! yay!

post some random fotos. =)

me in australia trying out shirt. -_- lol. i bought this eventually. lol. im not zi lianing hor. -___-

fish & chips in australia.. simply delicious la!!! OMG

im feeding it some of leftovers from my previous meal. he loved it!

lol. ah xian loved this place. =X

Words cant describe this place..

hi bob!

kill me

2006-12-28T01:21:00.000+08:00

so long nv post le. wanna post somthing random now. if this is the last post of the year, then i guess im entering the new year with a sad post.. lol -____-

well. it has happened time and time again. not once, not twice but so many times liao.
i have closed one eye so many times the eye like permenantly closed le. but wait!!
juz when i tot it would nv happen again... it hit me like a locomotive train. CHOOCHOO!! lol WTF!

yup. it has always happened at times where i least expected it and was most vulnerable. but everytime i got wounded, i picked my ass up, brush off the freaking dirt and continued walking again. duno what drives me on but there was juz always something inside me which absolutely refused 2 let me surrender. is this gd or bad? it has proved 2 be a rather wise decision but i will only noe the answer after the nxt 2-3 days passes. hope this passes quickly.

im not a gd actor. not so gd anw. i may have commited mistakes. but how abt u? only u noe how much u have SINNED. u decide 4 urself. im not gonna be so mean as 2 condemn u.

the blow this time seems 2 be the final nail in the coffin. if anything were 2 happen. u noe who u should blame. ur not silly. y do i say this?

everytime i got hit, there would be a superb excuse 4 it. as if u read it from a script of somthing. yeah. and i would go all jelly inside b4 standing up again. if u were 2 be the one in my shoes. i dare bet that you would have collapsed by the 1st / ( at most 2nd) blow. although it may have all been in the past, but i say this. ONCE AGAIN.

WHY DO U HAVE TO HIDE IT FROM ME??????????????????????????

im gonna slp now. i will decide by 2ml prob. its not gonna be pleasent, i gurantee. but it has 2 be done. i will not be taken as a fool again once more. thou should not forgive nor should i forget again. i wanna end this suffering. either kill me or let me survive and not let me fall once again.

its inevitable, i must do it. and i will do it this time.

how will it end. u should decide our fate. .. ..

LOL!! WTF I TOKING. MUAHAHAHA. THIS IS NOT WRITTEN BY ME!

australia!

2006-12-18T22:27:00.000+08:00

australia

2006-12-01T23:50:00.000+08:00

yup. bdae passed juz liddat le.. BIGBIG THNX 2 all who wished me.

eg... pigu, xy( who r u? xinying arh. lol) , xin ying, youyou, bohr bettle, dian, tau ni, suwen, ah di!, khai, yy, yuan ping, kristian, roy, umar!, cuthbert, jun lin, ian goh, xin fei, sokkin, joel. yueqi.

and of course... HER!! muahaha. lol. love the presents she gave me! hee

anw, really hor. thnx everybody. even belated bdae wishes r nice 2! yay! ahha. well, spent the whole day wif her lo. we went taka first, go buy those weird octupus balls. -____- tako pako or somthing. i duno. lol. then went 2 crystal jade 4 lunch. the fried rice quite yucky. LOL!
ran off to PS after that. watched 9:56 and step up. have been watching plenty of horror movies wif her. not really that scared like b4 le. ahaha. like some sort of training liddat lo. watched shutter 2day. ghost train, dorm, doll maker collic and etc.. -__- shes rather brave de. hee.
step up was a v nice movie 2. tot was gonna be boring when i saw the opening was all ballet. but it was worth the money in the end lo. and i tried 2 kiap those soft toys 4 her but 2 no avail. -.-
saw andre and some of the 404 peepz at the arcade.

hehe. lol. so nice hor?? LOL.

anw.. gotta fly off 2 australia 2ml at abt 9pm liddat. coming back only on 7th lo. will post nicenice pictures when i get back. so muz be loyal and tag here while waiting 4 me ok??? LOL

oh ya. weird incident 2day at boonlay mrt. what happened?

it started when i was walking from the escalator 2 the platform lo. i was juz walking normally la. then i heard someone TSKED loudly. so i turned 2 c an old guy staring at me and muttering smth in malay under his breath. we went our seperate ways de. but i decided 2 take a second look at the guy. then.. he started becoming siao when he saw me again. i rmber some words he said. QUOTE!!

U BLOODY FUCKING BASTARD. BLOODY YOUNG PUNK. NO RESPECT FOR THE ELDERLY. U WANT FIGHT ISIT. BLOODY BASTARD. lol. and he started poking me. hhah. that tickles! lol. wanted 2 spew back vulgarites at him 2. but decided against it. duno y. finally learning some self control. i walked back into the train and sat down as he wakled towards the chair but he came in 2 find me. lol.then he said he wanted 2 go police station. i said. ok lo. then he went 2 put his file and specs down on the chair there. while he was poking me, i kept repeating ' DUN TOUCH ME' lol. mayb hes gay. -__- anw. i didnt poke him back. then i asked him ' WTH DID I DO WRONG. WHAT DO U WANT' hehe. i think i did some retarded hand signs 2. that really pissed him off. hehe. then he took a mighty swipe at me wif his file. cut through my hair. i didnt blink. lol. he got balls then really hit me mah. y clean my hair 4 me -__-

so he said go dwn the control station. then he started walking towards the stairs. i scoffed at him. AHA. then waved him off and walked back into the train. he walked back in and was shouting like a lunatic. some other stuff he said were ' NO BALLS. U FROM JTC? ( its jjc anw. i wanted 2 point it out 2 him but decided against it. think he would have gone crazy if i said it my way. lol. hehe.) then he said in hokkien ' UR DAD AND MUM' if he had insulted them then i would have knocked him out already. but lucky 4 him, he juz said smth abt them nv teach me manners. lol.
called me COWARD n NO BALLS again.

i used my hand 2 mimc him toking. lol. that irritated the shit out of him again. hehe. then i said sarcastically. OK U BRAVE. YA. IM THE COWARD. U WIN. BYEBYE. lol
if he really so hoing. then he would have hit me instead of toking so much le mah. -__-.
1 more reason y i didnt retalitate was cause i was wearing the school t-shirt.
lol. proud of myself that i didnt hit him. IM MATURE!! LOL. -____-

anw. gonna go call her now. watch this space if u guys wanna c the fotos i took in australia. oya. i passed re -exams. yay! =)

2006-11-27T20:26:00.000+08:00

bdae in er. 3.5 hrs? ya? ahaha. yay??
hee. hope at least 5 pple wish me happy bdae. lol -___-

gonna blog soon. with pictures 2. yea! =)

watch this space..

oya. have been spending lots of time reading a book. lol. incredible? i read?? LOL.
JOHN GRISHAM- THE RAINMAKER
nice book. have always enjoyed his books! muaahha.

2006-11-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

well.. re exam coming in like 5-6 days liddat and guess what.. i hvnt study yet.. haiz.. nvm bah? i juz aim 4 a pass this time? then aim 4 gd grades nxt year? lol. hehe.

have been having a bad bad backache this past weeks.. and i finally went 4 an x-ray and mri ytd.. in case u wondering. the backache worsened during soccer training lo. was striking the ball wif my left foot then. PAHH!! er lol. yup. spent duno how many hours ytd rotting away in the hospital lo. then i was wearing this patients outfit 4 the xray. look a little like prisoner's garb. lol. i wore the pants walking from mt elizabeth 2 paragon and taka 2 buy my newpaper. LOL!! =x

aniway.. after duno how many hours.. finally the doctor saw me. and .. he dropped the bomb on me..

slipped disc fullstop.

WTF!! OMGOMGOMG. i was like. er. can i still walk? lol. the situation not 2 bad yet. but if worsen till my leg turns numb, have 2 operate lo. omigosh. y is all the shit happeneing 2 me??? -_____________- haiz.. its btw the 4th and 5th disc lo. then it pressin onto my freaking nerves.. thats y might affect my other parts of the body lo. ARGHH!!
gonna have 2 work freaking hard nxt year when i recover if i still want 2 get ino the soccer team. sob sob.. T.T some times i feel so sian when i c some pple not coming 2 training juz cause they feel a little sick or they dun feel like it. i would give anything 2 go back 2 training lo. even if it means running 10 km every training and stuff. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . .

well.. sian la. duno how im gonna continue this holiday. haiz. -___-
oya. thnx bettle. lol. so nice say want pei me 2day. LOL!! =)
thnx kris 2. lol. nice ass =)

nth 2 do.. juz wanna post some pictures.. =)

this was taken by her.. b4 our match against CJ a month ago? spot me ** HINT** IM NOT WEARING BLACK. lol -.-

After the match ended.. 3-0!! lol. double by mud and a goal from jerry. =)

lol. we wiped the high score at the arcade in PS. muahaha. =)

lol. again. this 1 is at bugis arcade dere. =)

lol. youyou took this foto of my slping. ( UNDERSTAND NOW Y I GOTTA TAKE RE-EXAM?)

gotta orh now pple. gd nite. hee

sly? ass?

2006-11-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

erm. 3 months and 1 day ago something special happened? LOL. -__-

aniway.. this week has been rather tiring and fustrating. y tiring? have been slping late recently cause got stuff 2 do.. like DOTA!! ahaha. wif bohr, weiwei, danny , dre and friends. ahaha. but gonna take a break 2day. promised her i would have 2 study hard 4 the chem paper. lol.
whts more, got the op coming up on friday. pw mates like sokkin, bel and kelvin coming over 2ml at 9.30 am bah. hopefully we will be able 2 get our stuff done quick!! but gotta wake up early 2ml 2 pei her 2 ba geh's house 4 her pw 2ml first. hehe. y fustrating? i cant attend trainings. haiz.. duno y after my kneecap recovered le, now my back kanna. TMD!! i cant even sit still in a cinema or bend more then 60degrees without feeling an excruiating pain in my lower back.. .. y's all the shit happening 2 me!! ARGHHHHHHH

well. but has been a rather relaxing and fun holidays so far.. last week went out with her a few times. well, we went 2 plaza singapura 2 catch ' the prestige' and more recently ' flushed away'
ya. prestige was good, but flushed away? -__- lets juz say im not really fond of cartoons.. and 1 more thing. i fell aslp watching finding nemo after 10 mins. yup =)
danny said he saw me during the weekend at ps. but i walked past him like he was transperant. LOL. sorry. ahaha. really didnt c u.. aniway. if u guys c me outside, pls pls approach me k? lol. i will definitely not ignore u. hee..
then we hit the arcades a couple of time 2 .ahahahaha. 4 one of the games. we CLEARED ALL THE HIGH SCORES! LOL. like bejeweled liddat the game. got take photo. post it once ocm lends me her bluetooth adaptor!! ahahaha. so cool. lol. those pple beside us playing the same game were like ' WTF?? WE AT HIGHER LVL THEN U BUT HOW COME OUR SCORE GOT 1 LESS DIGIT THAN URS?? ' ahahahahaha. had so much fun with u!! muahaha. muz go out soon again. lol. i want 2 watch horror movie 2 scare myself =)

aniway.. gonna move house soon le. moving back 2 old house at duchess avenue there de. might be slping on the third floor or my old room. if the 3rd floor, then mayb i claim the whole damn floor as mine?? ahahhaha. weee. but gonna be living here temporary only bah. dad says de. lol. then i juz realised that he altogether have. er. at least 8 houses/ land including my house now? LOL!! WTH?? went 2 visit 5 of those on sunday. had fun videoing them. lol.!!
so sad that im gonna move out of here. duno if the dogs will be bored if we move back or not. cause space 4 them 2 roam around gonna be like 5 times smaller ?? omg.!! aaha
no time 2 pack my stuff yet. gonna study hard 4 re -exam first b4 packing. anyone wanna go visit me? msg me if u want 2 noe more? lol.

lastly, this month got alot of close friends bdaes!! michelles bdae juz passed. deeyan and babet's bdae passed quite long le. bettle's and pigu's bdae nxt!! saw bettle 2day at bettle's lan shop!! LOL. imagine how suprised i was when i saw him! ahahaha. toked 4 awhile i left. hope we can all go out soon and dota!! wee. lol. bettle is dota pro aniway. he can win 1v5 !!ahahahaa. yup yup. hes THAT good. =)

and my bdae coming soon 2. **HINT HINT **

holidays..

2006-10-28T01:22:00.000+08:00

Ok.. firstly , holidays finally arrived le after 1 tiring year in Jc.. haiz.. full of ups and downs thru out the year i guess.. But definitely more downs then ups. LOL. -____-

Holidays come le. but still got so much shit.

1) Chinese exam nxt friday
2) OP
3)Re- exam
4) gotta catch up wif J1 work.

yup.. while most pple will be enjoying their holidays. mine is gonna be a mugging period i guess, if i m able 2 get into mugging mode that is.. hee.. But guess what pple. im going 4 a short holiday for abt 6 days i think on 2nd december to AUSTRALIA!! :):) yup..

has been a really lousy week. full of bad news and stuff. im gonna retake my chemistry paper later in november. and im told that results r out on my BIRTHDAY. LOL -__-
then have been really troubled these few days lo. haiz.. dun wanna tok 2 much cause got alot of stuff. lol. but if ur reading this..

I LOVE YOU!! (n_n) hehehe.

lol.. ahaha. that goes out to 1 person. unless u dunno me well, u should noe who im referring 2 bah. LOL.

Aniway. think i will be posting more regularly le since holidays r here. juz hope i wun screw up this holidays 2 and waste it away.. .. T.T
come and check if u wanna noe whats happening 2 my life!! lol. hehe.
and if anyone wants 2 continue 2 post er.. nasty and vulgar stuff aimed at me.. pls leave ur REAL name b4 u do it. if not, screw off or u come find me and say it 2 my face. thank you. =)

PROMOS OVER.. -_-

2006-10-06T00:32:00.000+08:00

halo halo.. its been so long since i last blogged.. well, promos juz eneded 2day le.. hurray i guess? hmmm.. mayb not? i didnt take the gp, chinese and econs paper.. duno if there is a need 4 me 2 retake or not..

firstly.. yup.. i was exempted from maths paper. which was supposedly a killer?? LOL =D..

chem paper - ( hope i can at least 30 marks? well. what can i expect. i wrote a miserable 3 LINES for a 20 mark question. =x left 10 mark energy question blank. and had at least 3 more blank pages 4 the paper.. duno y my studies r getting shittier everytime i take a new test or smth.. -__- )

physics paper - ( something hope wun get below 30 marks.. -___-. for 40 marks structured questions. i attempted erm like 10 of the 40. and i got at most mayb 5? ya. so pple. dun complain abt how many questions u didnt manage 2 finish. i had FOUR BLANK PAGES. kao.. )

In the end, only have myself 2 blame lo. who tell me start revision so damn late. tried 2 start 1 month b4 the exam. but 1 week went 2 preparing 4 her bdae.. =) 3 more weeks left, what did i do? took 1 week 2 finish Alkanes when i could have finished in er.. 1-2 hr max?? rotted away another week. and finally. days b4 the exam. got that stupid headache which rendered me unable 2 take those 3 papers.. pain was juz excruciating ( duno how 2 spell)

I swear im gonna be like a fugging mugger during the holidays liao le.. muz catch up wif every single subject la.. -___- juz hope she will be staying in singapore 4 most of the holidays.. at least got her 2 pei me =) hee.

now that promos are over... soccer is officially back.. YUP!! starting with a friendly against NYJC this coming saturday.. hopefully we will be able 2 get back 2 our winning ways and i would be able 2 perform as well as i did in the last match against the J2s. Muz rmber 2 get key back from ham ham so can duplicate over the weekend.. and she will be coming 2 support!! i think.. =) trainings shld be like 3 days a week from now on le.. n i'll be going 2 hit the gym again almost daily if i can. muz regain back my fitness..

well.. got nothing much 2 say le bah i guess.. juz hope can spend quality time with her b4 i take the re exams. hope everyone i noe does well and can be promoted .. Hee. PROMOS r over guys.. relax while u can..

watch this space if u guys wan 2 noe abt my promos result.. T.T

PW

2006-09-20T02:09:00.000+08:00

well... PW wr should be over by the time u guys read this.. well.

pw has really been super crappy and shitty. firstly, conflicts within my group. then... me as the group leader also gong gong, throughout the whole year nv organise properly what 2 do and stuff.. wait until we 1 week away from the deadline then pia.. duno how we'll fare.. regret now also 2 late le bah hor?? haiz... juz hope 2 get it over and done with lo..
lucky nxt year bo pw liao sia.. or else POM!! LOL

Promos arriving in less then 2 weeks time? n i still hvnt started.. omg la.. juz cant screw it up again..
super lucky i got that exemption 4 maths.. or else i really might be considering jumping down. ( into my swimming pool? ) lol.

going 2 pia now.. finalyl start revision... erm

juz wanna shout out something random.. LOL!! go figure this out urself

' when will the deception stop..
I have been waiting 4 the day 2 come whereby the whole truth comes 2 light
Pls dun let what i've been constantly fearing come true
Dun think i will be able 2 take the blow
I think i deserve an oscar. lol '

nitenite everybody.. and JIA YOU 4 PROMOS!!

SO LONG....

2006-08-16T22:02:00.000+08:00

ok peepz.. firstly

IM SO SORRY.... AHAHAHAHA. has been ages since i last posted something.. well.. have been kinda busy this 2 mnths. So much shit happened and at the same time, nice things happened 2. lol .

first, in case u pple r wondering how i did 4 the recent common test.. i did pretty bad. LOL

Maths - 70.5 (A) YAY
Chem - 44 (S) yucks??
Phy- 40. somthing (S) bleahh.
Econs - dunno (?) prob 1 more failure??

in case u think im really really sad now.. lemme correct u, im not.. ahahahha. wooo
think im nuts?? well, ur not the first 1... LOL >.<

well, got so much stuff 2 tok abt.. someone like .. er.. the leadership camp recently?? Well, duno what the others felt.. but it was quite shitty 4 me.. -___- The mr Chua was like KAN PUA lame.. cant crack a joke 2 save his sorry ass. then the games were quite stupid 2. esp the freaking dance la.. y muz change partner. asshole.. lol =) i didnt wanna let her go. but i did anyway. lol. sob sob.. well, but was juz lucky i was able 2 pei her throughout the whole damn camp without getiing caught lo. almost sia.. scared the shit out of me when that mr chua asked 5 pple 2 go meet him after the fire drill.. and he said specifically -- THE ONE FROM LG11.. juz glad that its finally over le..

past 2 weeks have been pretty amazing 4 me.. need gonna tell u y.. BLEAH... lol . trying 2 act cute?? duno la, but the date 8/8/06 and 9/8/06 is gonna stay with me 4ever. yea.. btw.. on the 9th, had bbq with 405ers hee. deeyan and pigu came back but went again le.. sobz.. hope 2 c u guys soon again yea?? then went 4 dota at bettle house there. in the end.. ended up watching the guys play while i supported ahdi.. yea, and we won!! lol. so sian la.. juz post some pics.. at least i wrote something le right??

WOOO .. gonna slp after this.. nitez pple. =) kinda random de.. so dun kp me. =)

this was duno how long ago.. saw amoz at da bus stop!! look closely.. lol. the yellow guy wants his 5 secs of fame.. =D

me and bettle!! lol =D bettle got tail at the back of his head now..

sian la.. the stupid thing take so long 2 load.. this the last 1 le.. group foto =p

oya.. dunno is coincidence or what crap.. the last time i blogged. i mentioned abt goin 2 doc 4 my leg.. well, i injured my foot again.. n its so bad i can barely walk or put weight on it la... -_-
hope will be ok soon. yea. gonna slp now. nitez =)

x ray

2006-07-03T00:55:00.000+08:00

wow.. im fighting against time now.. and its quite an uphill battle =x

what i gotta finish

4 chem tutorials ( almost 1 dwn now)
econs hw + try 2 understand wtf the stupid teacher has been teaching the past few weeks
chinese compo + book review
gp essay
try 2 understand those shit
try 2 understand maths stuff ( mr wee's a great teacher)

all these lar... and CHINESE ORAL COMING LE. N I HVNT EVEN STARTED 2 REVISE OR SOMTHING. IHAVENT READ A CHINESE PASSAGE THIS WHOLE YEAR LA!! omgomgomg

but im no gonna give up on myself. i noe i can do it.. hehe.

dun wan tok abt sad sad stuff animore

BUT.. im gotta get my contacts 2ml, cut my hair AND

GO 4 X-RAY ON MY TOE.

Hopefully theres nothing wrong wif my toe la. or i'll b missing those soccer trainings.. then someone might juz come in and kope my position.. -___-

wish me da best peepz ya? =) i gonna go cheers buy food now!! YAY CHIPS !!

5-0

2006-07-01T02:38:00.000+08:00

It has Been a very very long and tiring week... Ahh, dun think i have ever felt so much stress b4 in my life.. lol. =x

gahh... im gonna b stuck here 4 a few hours if i pour everything out.. bleah..

New term has began.. n im pretty proud of myself. =D. Ive managed 2 stay awake for most of the lectures le!! yay!! muahaha. but i think its a bit 2 late 2 catch up now.. but im not giving up.. even if i dun do well this year.. i'll pia during hols. make sure i get gd grades by nxt year!! Like for chem lecture.. i managed 2 understand mostly everyting on the alkanes crap. BUT, 4 the nxt topic, muz noe abt sigma shit and chemical bonding stuff. its all inter -linked i guess. so.. i wun be able 2 understand anithing unless i manage 2 catch up lo.. same thing 4 maths.. the whole damn topic is related 2 the previous topic. so 2 4 econs. almost everything bah.. AHHHHH,

im not giving up!! =)

Wel, that was only 1 small part of my troubles.. sobz.. lol =D
dun wan tok abt bad things le.. tok abt.. 2day!!

Yea, the final testimonial match i guess.. well, i left my shin pads and socks in 208 during maths.. then when i only realised i left in class 5 mins b4 the guys were going 2 warm up!! AHHH, then i ran and ran and ran. lol. (barefooted) everyone was like staring at me like im a freak. LOL .ahaha ran past the DM , VROOOOOM. lol =) cant catch me. THEN THE ROOM WAS LOCKED!! WTH??? had 2 run 2 thru the staff room 2 the GO. then back again b4 dashing 2 the grand stand lo. -__-. ahaha MR KOH saw me running and said' eh keeper, y u running around ' or somthing liddat. lol.

That wasnt the end. when we finished our warm up.. i heard the coach toking 2 mr ng. asking him.. whos the keeper? then i started 2 panick a little. then my worst fears came true. mr ng asked me if i could c without the specs.. haiz. i cant really c anithing without them.. LOL . but i still played aniway.. cause i didnt want 2 let the guys down..

opening 10 mins.. GOALLL. knn.. if i was wearing specs.. it would have been a totally different story la.. It was 'savable' de.. Kao.. The guys did extremly well in the first half.. only 1-0. and it was quite close 2.. Then 2nd half .. opening 10 mins score 2 more again sia... CANT C THE STUPID BALL LA.. wa kao.. felt so helpless.. but the only thing that kinda made me happier was the penalty save. =) yea.. i was gonna dive 2 my left le. but changed my mind at the last moment .. and managed 2 deflect the ball. YAY. lol. but i still felt really down. =x

In the end.. Umar and the vice capts finally passed dwn the captaincy and stuff..

CAPTAIN- AH PU NEH ( imraan)
VICE CAPTS : 1) KRISTIAN 2) IDHAM
SECRETARY : JERRY
QUARTER MASTERS: 1) HARRISON 2) ( guess urself =D)

LOL. whos the other quarter master?? ahahaha. i duno?? gee. knew that those 3 would get the captaincies.. yea. happy 4 u guys man. esp ah pu neh!! ahahha. he was like IS THIS REAL?? ME?? CAPTAIN OF JJC SOCCER TEAM?? on the way back home 2gether. LOL. Hee, kiat how went 2 meet his gf at jurong mrt station. we caught a glimpse of her back. =)

ahh, damn hungry now la. gonna eat now. b4 i go... SUWEN!! FASTER GO SLP!! ahahaha =)

bleahhh

2006-06-26T02:33:00.000+08:00

Ahhh. its 2.30 am rite now.. hee. i'll continue writing after i copy finish this maths tutorial 7A.. ( thnx jmin!!)

well. took quite a long time 2 finish.. but its abt done lo. -__- Think im gonna copy the revision ws thing nxt lo..( thnx yingyee!)

think i might be sleeping at 4am or somthing... ahhh. waking up at 6 then, meeting someone at 6.50am. =D then the day is gonna drag on all the way till 4 or 5pm b4 going 4 soccer training... Mayb the coach will be there finally. ( trials not yet.. so im not IN the team officially.. well. i gotta train hard to earn the right 2 be first choice, or even into the team =D im not giving it up 2 anyone!! YEAH. lol.) the REAL testimonial against the J2s will be this friday.. yea. Got whipped 6-0 the first time and 5-1 the 2nd.. 3rd time lucky mayb?? =)

Gonna work my ass off once term starts.. both for soccer and my studies.. Really have 2 start working hard 2 get good grades.. PW 2.. muz start 2 work on it. If ur reading this.. I really apologise 2 u sokkin!! i'll make sure we do everything in time this time.

Did some hw 2day le.. holland - portugal match start le i thnk.. gonna watch it now..

hope the new term represents a new life 4 me

a life whre i wun fall aslp eevryday in LTS.LOL
a life whre i finally do all my hw!!
a life whre i can finally get my body clock right
a life whre she comes back into my life =D ( hope it symbolises a new beginning) yea..

gonna go now.. hurhur. byebye pple =D..

oh.. btw.. gdluck 2 all those taking their mid years.. and TAKE CARE JMIN!! ahaha nitez pple..

bahhh

2006-06-25T04:58:00.000+08:00

ahhhhhhhh. School gonna start officially in er.. abt 27 hrs time.. -____-

Hw- Only done gp portfoilio ( ALMOST FINISHED) ya.. thats abt it.. LOL

Hw(left) -1) Gp essay( hand written) 2) Chinese compo 3) chinese bookreview 4) mths binomial tutorial 5) maths squence tutorial 6) mths revision ws 7)chem ws(7 pges or pieces, hopefully pgs.. lol) 8) econs shit

Ya.. muahaha. all these left.. m i gonna finish them?? NOPE!!! ahaha , but im gonna try my best 2 do as much as possible lo... whts more... still got 2 copy my lecture notes of various subjects.. cause i spent most of the time in lectures in the 1st half of the year slping. zzz -_-

BUT IM RECHARGED!! MUAHHAHA I VOW 2 STAY AWAKE AT LEAST 4 HALF THE LECTURES THIS TIME!!!!! lol... =D IM GONNA GET INTO TOP 10 POSITION IN JJ!!.. er mayb not la.. haha =)

hee.. went 2 my cousin's wedding dinner juz now... haa. tok some pics..

NAH

lol.. i think i drank abt 5 cups of that thing on the left =) nice ah. hee

my cousin. lol. his brother is the 1 marrying. not him =D he studies in SA btw =)

ahha. my handywork. well, it took quite long.. bleahs =X i koped duno how many red roses from another guy's wedding 2 make this. oops. ahahahaha. YUP!!

boh liao.. lol . y didnt i take any pictures of the groom and all that?? the lighting there not suited 4 my fone's camera. -__-

ahhhh. congrats 2 him!! hahaha.

Argentina winning mexico 2-1 now. arghhh. the 2nd goal was a killer man. unstoppable. haiz.. gonna slp soon i guess. dun think mexico will equalise.. so no penalty shoot-out..

might be going 2 library 2 study wif some fatties 2ml. hee. hope i wake up on time bah.. =D

Ya hor .. almost 4got..

HAPPY BADE ZHI MING!! =D

sfasdf

2006-06-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

ahh.. ps i so long nv post liao le. promise 2 post 2ml.. muahahaha. YAY

juz put sum pictures. i like pictures. lol

photos of JJ's J1 soccer guys. some of them.. lol

err.. this is a foto of ME!! believe me?? lol =D

wat a day..

2006-06-05T01:07:00.000+08:00

well. nv blog 4 a few daes le. hee. was kinda lazy. aniway. here goes nothing

Fridae:
Soccer training was HELL la.. Well.. as usual, we started off wif our rounds lo. Jogged like 15 rounds around the pitch. we sprinted after every 5 rounds.. then fat boi told us we got 'discount' and can juz run 15 instead of 20. so everyone ran 2 drink water.. THEN, the capt was all mad and made us sprint 3 rounds straight. AHHH. actually i enjoyed the sprinting part. ahahaha. the aquas couldnt sprint at all. they were like nua nua when they finish. ahahahaha. lol . like i so fit liddat =)

After that. the guys had 2 do wheelbarrow. i was already prepared 2 do when omar told me 2 go to zi an 4 my keeper training. LOL. the guys were really struggling. could c them dying out there. I assure u it is super tough la. I didnt have it easy 2. had 2 dive arnd like a godamn monkey. tired like shit sia. =X Then we did drills which invoved some sprinting and pushups. wahh. that was pure torture sia. everyone of us were like gonna faint la. hahha.

Then the shooting practice didnt go so well 2. im sure i could have done much better. THOUGH i muz say.. 1 shot from kristian was er. WORLD CLASS LA. wth. stupid ass. u werent jking when u said u learnt ur new technique i c. ahaha. The whole team was stunned. ahhahahah. asshole. Idham got 1 damn shot 2. hit the underside of the bar b4 bouncing in. Yea..

After the training. went 2 eat wif the guys then i went home and guess what.... I SLEPT. AHAHAHAHA. then i 4got what happened le. lol. all i rmber is i slept.. =D

Saturday:
There was a match against the 2001 JJ batch. only kris and imraan were selected. but being the gd friend i m. =D i went 2 support those 2 asses. aaha. Well it didnt go so well , juz that we were 5-0 up within 40 mins.. LOL . ahaha. In the end, both of them played well, esp imraan.. who was the capt's man of the match. YEA .. POWER TEREMA. One part of Kris's boots dropped off half -way into the match. LOL. imagine that . ahahha.

Was eagerly waiting 4 england's match. they won 6-0 . lol . then i drank some vodka 2 go along wif my chips. ahha . pigging out .. LOL. so nice . ahahaha

Sundae: ( Matchday)
Well, today was gonna be our team's first match outside school and we were all pumped up 4 it. Yea.. We played against veterans who r like er 30-40 years old i guess. but we didnt underestimate them or anything.. We arrived 1 hr early and were locked out of the school ( hua yi sec) LOL. imagine the team sitting at a playground there. We did. ahha. then we even played blind mice. ahahha. bunch of 17 year olds playing blind mice in the playground . =)

The game started off ok. we did quite well. The defence led by Kris was stable and did great the whole game. Then MUD SCORED!! AHAHAHA WOO HOO. I was like so happy 4 him. Juz knew he would score sooner or later. Then he scored again juz b4 half-time. I only had 2 make 1 real save. But i came out 2 catch the high balls well . YAY . ahha. didnt drop anything 2day. =) . Kiat How was injured and didnt play that well. lol. scared the shit out of me when he passed back all the way 2 me. Had 2 rush out 2 whack the ball. Mud completed his hat-trick juz after half- time. Then there were a few substitutions. i came off for Zi an ( the J2 team keeper) Yea. in the end, the match eneded 5-0. With mike and jerry scoring. But i injured my hand. sobz. lol . My right elbow joint hurts like shit. *OUCH*Cant do my push-ups le.. dotz.. wahahaha

But the key incident was towards the end of the game. Kris went in 4 the tackle but guess he kinda missed it. N he caught the guy instead. The guys said they heard a CRACK sound n thought it was the shin pads. BUT THAT GUY DIDNT WEAR 1 . lol. i think he broke his leg. =X
ahhhhhhhhh. then it was total chaos sia... Another indian guy from the team Started shouting vulgarities at Kris. I rmber some of it ..

Here- U FUCKING CHINA MAN, FUCKING CB, U AIM FOR THE BALL, NOT THE MAN, n also somthing like this -I'LL GO UR HOUSE AND FUCK U UP. LOL. and that guy looked super scary sia. The ref gave Kris the red card while i ran up 2 the field 2 get him off. dotz. He didnt mean it, and those assholes cant complain that Kris didnt apologise. Y?? CAUSE THAT INDIAN GUY WAS SHOUTING AT HIM THE WHOLE DAMN TIME! lol. if a fight erupted, u can count on me joining in man.. WOO HOO. But lucky nothing happened..

well, we did well 4 our first match guys.. i muz say we definitely improved. compared 2 our first match against the J2s.. n kris.. u were the man of the match for me. Saved kiat how's and my ass many times. it was unfortunate what happened 2 that guy. aniwayz.. he should have worn his shin pads.. Tsk tsk.. Dun blame urself 2 much man. =) im sure u'll get over it. Yea..
J1s JAGA!!

hee. imraan in the train.. lol. ahahaha

bombom

2006-06-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

Hee.. feel so sleepy now. -_- but i better post somthing. ahaha

Firstly.. so fun!! ahaha. how did u guys get 2 here 1. lol. i tot it would be like 'unfindable' aniwayz. thnx 4 dropping by here. ahaha. lalala

2ml got soccer training at 9am again. Looking 4ward 2 it as usual. Run 20 more rounds!! YAY. mayb if we'r lucky. we might juz run 30 !! ahahaha. Krist, u said u got learn new technique, haha n that ur gonna use it 2ml.. BRING IT ON!! AHAHA. juz dun kill me wif ur rams. =D Guess i juz have 2 accept that fact that the Ahole will b coming 4 the future trainings. juz hope i wun lose my cool and punch him in da face or somthing. Im sure Imraan and the guys will stop me aniwayz if i try 2. Hee.

2day was quite a weird dae. firstly, kelvin called me like 8 times b4 the rings finally woke me up. Gasps. ahaha. supposed 2 meet bel, kelvin and sokkin at 11am at the redhill mrt station. but i only woke up at 11am. lol. luckily kelvin didnt give up and continued pestering me!! =) or i would have woke up in the afternoon.

then in the end, sokkin arrived late. lol. we went 2 the market there 2 eat b4 they came 2 mah house. Yay!! ahaha. Bel was playing dota for 7/8 of the time while i played some 2. lol . sorri sokkin. ahaha, pang seh u 2 play dota. =) well, we managed 2 come up wif some questions 4 our survey. kinda finalised liao. YAY!! Juz when they were leaving, i was at my balcony there playing wif my soccer ball, then bel come and gi siao me. dotz. and the ball flew 2 the ang moh's house!! WAAAA. lol

Firstly, that ang moh dun like my family n i dun like him 2. ahaha. he nailed freaking wodden planks onto OUR fence cause bob barks at him everyday!! GJ BOBBY!! ahaha. so in the end. i er, climbed into his house. lol. like burgular liddat. ahaha. the guys were like, dun climb la, juz ask the angmoh help u take. but he didnt answer when i rang the door bell mah. so i climb lo. ahaha. Wasnt easy, haha. but managed 2 get the ball in the end!! =D

Haa, i think i betta stop le la.. ahaha. late le.. still have 2 wake up at 7.20am 2ml 2 meet imraan. But first..

Khairiz: Dun worri about that asshole ( AlEx cHo0 yi NaN) i'll kill him if he piss u off again. =D
Kristian: nice hair cut. ahaha. da deaf guy so nice help u cut. =) dun shoot so hard 2ml
Ah di: Slp early!! ahahaha. ah di is still a growing boi. hee
U: i didnt msg the wrong person la. ahaha. n im not hiding anything from u!!

lol. nice, ahha. nitez every1.. hee

lousy 2 tink of

2006-05-31T01:57:00.000+08:00

Hee. well. the 1st soccer training 2day went alrite.. Woke up at 7.20am ( gasps) ahaha. imraan said 2 meet at 8am or he would zhao first. But in the end. he was the one late. and i dropped my fone in my dad's car.. dotz. feel so lost without my goddamn fone.

Ran 20 rounds around the field first. well , frankly speaking, it was kinda torturous. ( whatever u spell it) juz ask khairiz. ahaha.. i felt like simply giving up. but the black boi behind kept on shouting at me 2 get back in line. lol. have 2 thank u 4 that imraan!! krist 2. yea. hee. in the middle of the run, some guy called keith or somthing zhao 2 toilet. lol. he went 2 shit or somthing. i duno. stupid guy. ahaha =)

The fun part was when i was in goal and all the guys 2 turns 2 shoot at me. LOL. Krist , as usual was kinda unstoppable. imraan's shots were mostly superbly placed. the others did ok 2. Some tall indian guy called simon was the weakest i guess. he cant shoot. Hee. fumbled some, saved some nice 1s. while fat boi was beside me scolding and giving me advice. thanx mike. ahaha. u training me 2 become a gd keepr!! YEA

Then played in the rain after that. only 2 touches or 10 pumpings. kinda slack 4 me. i was slacking behind and toking 2 jerry all the while. LOL. freezing sia. BRrrr. Again. i thought that imraan played well. even the capt said he had a gd game. =) Sad thing was.. THAT BASTARD CAME. pardon me 4 my crude langugage again. aahaha. i almost knocked his head off when i cleared the ball. pity i missed. I wun nxt time . YEA =D

After that as usual.. went 2 eat at JP lo. LJS . yumm. hee. i refused 2 share wif krist and imraan. assholes. ahaha. went home after that. played some dota then slpt ..

Watched Xmen at nite. well, it was great. non-stop action. many suprises i muz say. overall - GREAT movie, dun miss it. ya. ahha. England match starting in abt 20 mins time. hope dad wun wake up 2 call me 2 slp. zzz . My life really revolves around soccer. lol. and of course. HER (n_n) . gonna go now. sis keeps nagging .. hee. CMON ENGLAND!!

bleahhhh

2006-05-30T00:15:00.000+08:00

yeaH.. guess this is gonna be my first post. heez!! well. this is kinda weird leh. ahaha -_- testing 1 . 2 .3 ??

Aniwayz.. 2ml morning soccer training.. YEAH!! 9am sharp. 5 mins late, whole freaking team runs 1 more round. Sobz. Meeting imraan 2ml at 8.05am. He says hes gonna pang seh me if i late. so fierce. lol.

MUZ STOP THOSE SHOTS!!! hope 2 have a gd dae 2ml. hope that i wun fumble ani shots into the net. LOL. Tht happens quite often 4 me. as i hvnt really played as keeper on de field 4 long. Haiz. muz get use 2 it lo. What 2 do.. MUZ GET INTO THE TEAM!! thnx 4 the support guyz.. ah di esp. hehe. r u out there somewhere reading this?? =) (Khairiz got a new phone le.. YAY. gd 4 u bro.. ) cya 2ml during soccer. then muz give chance worhx. dun score 2 many against me. asshole. =D

K la.. enuf le. me gonna slp soon. quite incredible considering that i hvnt slept aniwhere near 12 for like a mnth. always slpt at 3-5am de.. YAY. thts it lo. go kun now..