so long nv post le. wanna post somthing random now. if this is the last post of the year, then i guess im entering the new year with a sad post.. lol -____-

well. it has happened time and time again. not once, not twice but so many times liao.
i have closed one eye so many times the eye like permenantly closed le. but wait!!
juz when i tot it would nv happen again... it hit me like a locomotive train. CHOOCHOO!! lol WTF!

yup. it has always happened at times where i least expected it and was most vulnerable. but everytime i got wounded, i picked my ass up, brush off the freaking dirt and continued walking again. duno what drives me on but there was juz always something inside me which absolutely refused 2 let me surrender. is this gd or bad? it has proved 2 be a rather wise decision but i will only noe the answer after the nxt 2-3 days passes. hope this passes quickly.

im not a gd actor. not so gd anw. i may have commited mistakes. but how abt u? only u noe how much u have SINNED. u decide 4 urself. im not gonna be so mean as 2 condemn u.

the blow this time seems 2 be the final nail in the coffin. if anything were 2 happen. u noe who u should blame. ur not silly. y do i say this?

everytime i got hit, there would be a superb excuse 4 it. as if u read it from a script of somthing. yeah. and i would go all jelly inside b4 standing up again. if u were 2 be the one in my shoes. i dare bet that you would have collapsed by the 1st / ( at most 2nd) blow. although it may have all been in the past, but i say this. ONCE AGAIN.

WHY DO U HAVE TO HIDE IT FROM ME??????????????????????????


im gonna slp now. i will decide by 2ml prob. its not gonna be pleasent, i gurantee. but it has 2 be done. i will not be taken as a fool again once more. thou should not forgive nor should i forget again. i wanna end this suffering. either kill me or let me survive and not let me fall once again.

its inevitable, i must do it. and i will do it this time.

how will it end. u should decide our fate. .. ..









LOL!! WTF I TOKING. MUAHAHAHA. THIS IS NOT WRITTEN BY ME!

yup. bdae passed juz liddat le.. BIGBIG THNX 2 all who wished me.

eg... pigu, xy( who r u? xinying arh. lol) , xin ying, youyou, bohr bettle, dian, tau ni, suwen, ah di!, khai, yy, yuan ping, kristian, roy, umar!, cuthbert, jun lin, ian goh, xin fei, sokkin, joel. yueqi.

and of course... HER!! muahaha. lol. love the presents she gave me! hee

anw, really hor. thnx everybody. even belated bdae wishes r nice 2! yay! ahha. well, spent the whole day wif her lo. we went taka first, go buy those weird octupus balls. -____- tako pako or somthing. i duno. lol. then went 2 crystal jade 4 lunch. the fried rice quite yucky. LOL!
ran off to PS after that. watched 9:56 and step up. have been watching plenty of horror movies wif her. not really that scared like b4 le. ahaha. like some sort of training liddat lo. watched shutter 2day. ghost train, dorm, doll maker collic and etc.. -__- shes rather brave de. hee.
step up was a v nice movie 2. tot was gonna be boring when i saw the opening was all ballet. but it was worth the money in the end lo. and i tried 2 kiap those soft toys 4 her but 2 no avail. -.-
saw andre and some of the 404 peepz at the arcade.

















































hehe. lol. so nice hor?? LOL.

anw.. gotta fly off 2 australia 2ml at abt 9pm liddat. coming back only on 7th lo. will post nicenice pictures when i get back. so muz be loyal and tag here while waiting 4 me ok??? LOL

oh ya. weird incident 2day at boonlay mrt. what happened?

it started when i was walking from the escalator 2 the platform lo. i was juz walking normally la. then i heard someone TSKED loudly. so i turned 2 c an old guy staring at me and muttering smth in malay under his breath. we went our seperate ways de. but i decided 2 take a second look at the guy. then.. he started becoming siao when he saw me again. i rmber some words he said. QUOTE!!

U BLOODY FUCKING BASTARD. BLOODY YOUNG PUNK. NO RESPECT FOR THE ELDERLY. U WANT FIGHT ISIT. BLOODY BASTARD. lol. and he started poking me. hhah. that tickles! lol. wanted 2 spew back vulgarites at him 2. but decided against it. duno y. finally learning some self control. i walked back into the train and sat down as he wakled towards the chair but he came in 2 find me. lol.then he said he wanted 2 go police station. i said. ok lo. then he went 2 put his file and specs down on the chair there. while he was poking me, i kept repeating ' DUN TOUCH ME' lol. mayb hes gay. -__- anw. i didnt poke him back. then i asked him ' WTH DID I DO WRONG. WHAT DO U WANT' hehe. i think i did some retarded hand signs 2. that really pissed him off. hehe. then he took a mighty swipe at me wif his file. cut through my hair. i didnt blink. lol. he got balls then really hit me mah. y clean my hair 4 me -__-

so he said go dwn the control station. then he started walking towards the stairs. i scoffed at him. AHA. then waved him off and walked back into the train. he walked back in and was shouting like a lunatic. some other stuff he said were ' NO BALLS. U FROM JTC? ( its jjc anw. i wanted 2 point it out 2 him but decided against it. think he would have gone crazy if i said it my way. lol. hehe.) then he said in hokkien ' UR DAD AND MUM' if he had insulted them then i would have knocked him out already. but lucky 4 him, he juz said smth abt them nv teach me manners. lol.
called me COWARD n NO BALLS again.

i used my hand 2 mimc him toking. lol. that irritated the shit out of him again. hehe. then i said sarcastically. OK U BRAVE. YA. IM THE COWARD. U WIN. BYEBYE. lol
if he really so hoing. then he would have hit me instead of toking so much le mah. -__-.
1 more reason y i didnt retalitate was cause i was wearing the school t-shirt.
lol. proud of myself that i didnt hit him. IM MATURE!! LOL. -____-

anw. gonna go call her now. watch this space if u guys wanna c the fotos i took in australia. oya. i passed re -exams. yay! =)